move nightttt kinda :P

don't think I've ever enjoyed watching a movie as I had last night... Naomi made it great.. :P labyrinth ftw ;D hmm... Neverendiny Story 1984 tonight? ;P then what after that...hmm hmm hmm.. :P goddd I miss her xD and my face still kinda hurts from smiling >.> butworthit;D

Home late...shit day..

Car broke down again...screwed me up... shit night..shit day... work was shit....only thing that kept me going was thinking about her...wanting to see her.... she's not here though...might of gone to bed... idk... =/ miss her... but would rather her get some rest and relax if her day was that hectic... would be miserable if it meant her being happy..will wait a little bit..then crash...

:)

Goodnight blog-a-log

HMm.. such an interesting morning... part 2 went well ;P maybe tomorrow...part 3? ;] I love it when she opens up to me :P even if its about things that bother her. I love being able to help her with things too..couldn't believe she wasn't sure ;P but hey, she's got a lot goin on. :P Can't wait to talk to her ;] even if it is just a giggle and squeak :P hmm.. perhaps WE are going to go to bed now? ;P nightyo!

Goosebumps books?!?!

Goosebumps books?!?! Are you serious?!?! I'm in love! I loved goosebumps books when I was younger >.> I believe I may have read all but like..2 xD would buzz through like 4 a day >.> <.< But, back to what I came here for...I FUCKING MISS HER and I feel horrible that I passed out >_< I was so tired, and I fell asleep like 20 times last night.. x.x just didn't get up from the last one fast enough... =/ god I hate the time diffs... a plane ticket would be nice...just gotta save save save >_< so hard t do =/ Need to find another or a better job >_< that's all there is to it. >.> Just noticed I started to rant... so..um...back to the point... SHE IS AMAZING! :P ^_^

Home early...

Now the waiting begins... :P Missing her allll the way.

I ... you too, Naomi :P

;D

OMG OMG OMG

Naomi is just so fucking amazing... and it was on the tip of her tongue I know it...but she needs her space... and I know she's not quite ready... but I'll be waiting with open arms ;P If that's what she wants that is...she deserves the best.. such an incredible amazing and wonderful person... and just so damn BEAUTIFUL!!!! <-- Both inside AND out. Absolutely
GORGEOUS!!!!!! She knows she is...especially to me..

Any time at all..no matter whats going on..is always the best time ever with her... even if it's just dancing in circles ;P always time well spent...and worth the wait of the day...every day.. she has no idea how wonderful she is...and I am to show her...

Goodnight, Bloggityblog xP There will definitely be more later ;]

To work I go..

Missing her all the way... been missing her all day... just can't wait to get home... and see her again... can never get enough of her....can never spend enough time with her... She's just so incredible... wish we were closer... maybe one day..maybe. Til then...working late...getting home early... and spending every moment possible with her... be back soon...I hope..

30 seconds...

and I miss her already....

Goodnight Bloggerino.

.. and I'll be there to catch you

I need out of here...

I need to get far far away....I need a new start...a new life... I can't live like this anymore...I can't handle it...it's killing me....practically making me kill myself...I need to go...I need to run....I need out....but I can't leave ....I promised her I wouldn't...I swore....I told her that I would rather die than leave again...I want to keep that promise...I must...I have to..I need to... I can't do that again....I have to find something...find a way to get to where I want to be... find a way to make these dreams come to fruition...I've got to....I can't break that promise...

Horrible day..

Horrible Horrible Horrible day... and I need a new place to live too x.x

Ohhh yea before I go... Naomi is...

JAW DROPPING! HEART STOPPING! SO DAMN BEAUTIFUL!!!!! Amazing too =P Oh.. and Incredible!

Another great night/morning

and always because of her..everything is always fun with her...hmm.. perhaps she could be the only person in my universe if she wanted to..;P If that's what she was talking about that is. ;o but who knows maybe I'm just a fool xP and she wants to call me apparently....can't wait tbh...always love talking to her... love her voice...and everything about her to be honest...but yeaaa...gotta stop doin that ;o otherwise I might look crazy!But...I am crazy...about her...:P gnight bloggeh ;D

Home at last...and able to see her...missed her..was all I could think about :P

G'night bloggity blog.

Off to bed I go...after a great morning...time well spent with someone so magnificent...so wonderful... so amazing...so...BEAUTIFUL... :P She really has no idea how amazing she is. Smarter than she thinks, more fun than she thinks...far more beautiful than she thinks...hmm..how did I put it earlier..oh yes....Jaw Dropping! Heart Stopping! Exactly what I believe about her. But it's not just the way she looks which my god...just so incredible.. but everything about her...the way she is..her personality..sense of humor... the way she carries herself... how she opens up around me a little more... just so AMAZING!!!! Just wish she'd believe in herself a little more. But maybe one day I can help to change that a little.. but in reality I wouldn't ever change anything about her as she is perfect the way she is. Even back then I loved her for the way she was then, now I still feel for her for who she is. But, never know what time holds for things in the cards. Hmm...rant over? or to be continued later ;P as I'm sure you are bored reading this already ;P goodnight blog..and more importantly.. Goodnight and Sweet Dreams, BEAUTIFUL!

OMG OMG OMG

SO DAMN BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!

What does life have in store...?

I'm going to kill him...

I'm going to kill him...I'm going to kill him...I'm going to kill him...I'm going to kill him...I'm going to kill him...I'm going to kill him...I'm going to kill him...I'm going to fucking kill him...

Hope everything is okay...Hope everything is okay...Hope everything is okay...Hope everything is okay...Hope everything is okay...I miss her...I miss her...I miss her...I miss her...I miss her...Can't wait to see her again...Can't wait to see her again...Can't wait to see her again...Can't wait to see her again...Can't wait to see her again...

Waiting...

Hoping it all went right...hoping they are all ok... missing her... wishing I could be there for her..

Hoping...Praying...Wishing...

Anything and Everything that I can that everything goes perfectly... that all will be well... I care about her so much...and I know how much her family means to her...so I want everything to go right...and well.. so that she will be happy.. and be able to relax... and on top of all that I miss her so much....

I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her.

gahh so tired..

But I at least got to see her for a little bit...she has no idea how much even a few minutes with her is enough to just brighten my day...Going to miss her...will be waiting for her to come back.. :P Hope I can catch her before she goes..andshejustpoofedonmerawr;[

Home Early again..

and now the waiting begins again... IFMHLC!

Still waiting waiting waiting...

and even more waiting waiting waiting..and then work..and then maybe smore waiting... >.> but always worth the wait... :P

only another 13 hours or so til I will have the chance to see her again... too long...but always worth the wait..

She's leaving early...

*hidesthis*

Hate it when she goes...but there is always tomorrow...love picking on her :P but it's all in good fun and makes her laugh..I think...I hope... I try not to really be mean... fun to tease though! Wish I could just go with her...would never leave...unless she wanted me to..She always apologizes for things too...but she never needs to...could never be mad at her... never really known anyone like her..
She is understandably afraid of a repeat of history...as it has before already...but I'd never let it happen again... never... would die before it would...
New donut... hips still look fine I'm sure ;P Bootylicious<3 ;D
That foot better get taken care of...or I will just have to come do it myself ;P
Even just an hour...even a few minutes with her is enough to make my day...even if she leaves early...or I do... always look forward to more.. makes me miss the way things were...but also shows that..even though time has gone on..things have changed...and it could be better than it was before...but I am not going to force anything...so many things wanting to just come out with her... but gotta keep it in....For now...

Still waiting...waiting...waiting....waiting.... :(

Home from work early

Just waiting for her to come around :P Miss her like crazy...

To work I go..can't wait to come home and see her...

long day..long night..

4 hours of sleep..so tired... gonna finish up what I gotta do then it's off to bed I go til I go to work.. miss her so much... wish I had gotten that other job....would help.... Can't wait to bug the princess;P

If she only knew how much I miss her...

Or how amazing her voice is to me... or how much she means to me.... or how incredible she is...or how beautiful she is.... or how she makes me smile... or how she makes me happy... or how she makes my day...every day... or how she always gives me something to look forward to... or how she makes me feel like myself again... or how much brighter things are when she's around.... or how much I....

Don't know what it is she's afraid of...but I know I'd be right here to fight through it with her.. would do anything for her.. Only want something if she does too..and she's ready for it.. no doubts..Giving her all the time she needs...she's worth the wait... just want her to be happy no matter what..she deserves it.

Ain't no Sunshine when she's gone...

Only Darkness Every Day...

Contemplating the ways..

Goodnight all ;P even tho its..10:30 am >.> well its PM TO ME! >:l  Picture says it all :P Garrrrr ;] Ain't no one so miraculous on this planet... and no one near as beautiful in every way in my eyes.. She even agreed that we are good for each other :P Understatement I say ;D Goodnight and sweet dreams to all!

Gotta love my job..

Trucks were almost two hours late this morning..late start...still finished pretty early compared to everyone else. Now, to wait on the one from my dreams to notice me ;D

Can't Sleep....Have yet to sleep...

But that hasn't kept me from thinking about her...Miss her..can't wait to see her... keepin' me goin'...Definitely no feelings here, right? :P

Blown away...

Hmm...ever just sit back and think.. "I love that girl..." ? No?... well I have...

Goodnight Bloggity Blog

Bonne Nuit, Ma Belle. Faites De Beaux Reves. Goodnight Beautiful. Sweet Dreams. Just want to dream of you as well ;P Until Tomorrow...<3 ;P

Now the waiting begins...

Watching the minutes tick by...wondering when I will get to see her..:P

Another night, Another dream...

trying to take a nap before work so I can stay awake longer.. every time I close my eyes, all I can see is her...and I ain't complainin.. :)

Afternoon, Bloggy.

Of all the things I could talk about, all I can think about is her. :P

Just wish I could do more...

Hate that helpless feeling...when you know that there isn't much of anything that you can do to make her feel better...to be there for her.. and to help her...goodnight blog...gonna try and get some sleep....If she only realized what she has always meant to me..

Rahr!

Still can't find any good pics to go with it :( none appropriate anyways.... Goodnight and sweet dreams beautiful ;] Will see you tomorrow... (I CAN'T WAIT!) :P

Shit day, Shit night...

Hoping it gets better....but with her..it always gets better...always...

Miss me yet? ;D

Yes? No? Maybe so? Well, I miss you :P spending my time watchin the clock til I get to see you again. Would be nice if it were sooner than later. But, good things come to those who wait, and I can think of nothing better than you ;P <3

You make anything and everything fun<3

You know it's true.

Baby, You're Beautiful

Things are gonna change :P

So she says she's having a shit day...it is now my personal goal to fix that :P She knows who she is ;D and she's the only one reading this I think >.> God why do I feel weird all the sudden D: >.> Stop laughing it's not funny ;[ so quiet when she's not around...it's like the world stops and it's only me when she's gone...

Forgotten Feelings

It's so weird to say the least... but at the same time I like it...after so long of things being the way they were, and forgetting what certain things feel like.. after thinking about it a while today.. it's just different...something I am not used to...what does it really feel like knowing that someone misses you? If I was asked that a few months ago..or even longer..I don't believe that I would be able to answer that... but ask me today...I just might...

Weeee another day...

Yea...day...sucks >.> Nothing much to do cept wait, ponder, contemplate, think, hope, desire, wish and then nerd the hell out to pass the time as that is about the only thing that will make it go by fast...that or drinking...but I think she likes me better sober >.> Worth staying sober for? Hmmm...;o

Simple as a smile..

Over the last few years... something as simple as a smile..would have been lost upon me... it would not have been so...appreciated..and adored... or even missed...as it is now.. things for me have not always been the greatest..and I know that there are others who have it worse and it could always be worse for me.. but right now... even with everything that has gone on... there has been something that has just changed it all..and it all started with a smile...caused by you...

Good night my little..blog..thing..a..mabobber...yeah.

Since I sleep during the day and live like a nerd staying up at night (yay work schedule) but... at the same time I am thankful for my schedule...Things would not be the way they are now otherwise..:P But, to dreamland I go, where I just may see the girl of my dreams ;D Wonder what they have in store...

Another great morning..

Never ceases to amaze me how... things can go from bad or bland...to just utterly amazing with you. Every morning becomes the greatest one ever after just a few moments.

It's all your fault!

Don't ask me why I am starting one, ask Naomi. She's the inspiration behind this XD she's the only one who will read it anyways probably >.> if anyone else does let me know XD