I miss my beard :(

Oh..and I don't wanna go to work..
I'd rather stay home with my baby :P cuddleupandfallasleepwithherwouldbegreat:)

NayOhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhMiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :P

First and most important things first.. :D I love my baby...I miss my baby... come home to meee! <3
Second.. I have t go shave my beard...I love my beard :( took so long to get it just right.... but about to go shave it...:( then..Naomi wants to see me without.. >.> been like... 5? years since she's seen me without facial hair >.> and I think I look stupid as hell without it T.T it's gonna suckkkk then it's gonna be a while before I get it shaped correctly again :( whyyyy lol all this drama over a beard eh? :P Women have their things..us guys love our facial hair..so don't mess with it >;l makin me shave damnit ;[  oh and..one more thing... NAOMI BABY I LOVE YOUUU!! :P

WhyDoIFeelLikeAJackass>.>

I love everything she posts...
I love everything about her...
I love how she makes everything better...
I love how no matter how bad things get...she is always there for me..
I love how she giggles at all my little jokes...
I love how I can tell when she smiles...and hear it when we are on the phone...
I love how even thinking of her is enough to make my heart beat faster...
I love the little games we play...
I love how we mess with each other in a goofy competitive way...
I love her more than anything...
More later ;D<3

IMMA TURN THAT SAD FACE INTO AN OH-FACE! ;D (youknowwhatImean)

I. NEED. YOU.

I AM IN LOVE  nuff said. :)

mi amor!

ttys! :P can't wait ;D so in love<3 (there's your update xP)

TWO MONTHS WITH THE MOST INCREDIBLE GIRL IN THE WORLD!

FUCK ALL Y'ALL xD :P I'm happy because of her ;D don't like it? Tough shit. Like it? good, more will be following :P BABY I LOVE YOU!!! :)

Nothing like waking up in your bed...and having..absolutely no clue..as to how you got there...one minute I was talking to Naomi...next thing I know I am waking up in my bed.... what the fuck happened? o.o lack of sleep catching maybe? Sucks though... =/ bet her night sucked cause of me... gotta make it up somehow...

I have never been one for many words...
I am the luckiest man alive...
My baby is amazing..beautiful...wonderful...and oh so sexy...
and I am madly in love it seems :P
;D tobedigo<3

woo! 100th post? I think? lol

WOO! phonecallfromthemostamazingwonderfulandbeautifulpersonintheworld!:D:D:D:D

She has no idea how much I love her voice :P so amazing! :P Everything about her.. AMAZING! WHo am I talking about you ask? All you have to do is look all over this blog to find that I am talking about the one, the only, NAOMI! :P Yes, Tastycakes herself ;D  so deliciously amazing :P and I LOVE HER!!! :D 100th post? not what you thought it was? Tough shit. Naomi > the rest of you ;D xD BABYILOVEYOU!

I'mSoLuckyI'mSoLuckyI'mSoLuckyI'mSoLuckyI'mSoLucky
I'mSoHappyI'mSoHappyI'mSoHappyI'mSoHappyI'mSoHappy
I'mSoInLoveI'mSoInLoveI'mSoInLoveI'mSoInLoveI'mSoInLove
LoveYouBabyLoveYouBabyLoveYouBabyLoveYouBabyLoveYouBaby
Y'allAreJealous;D She's so damn amazing :) Goodnight all! Off to dream of my baby ;D

She always makes everything better..

Naomi, baby; I love you.. with all my heart :) just make everything so much better. Can't wait til I can just come with you instead of having to wait all day til I get to see you again. But, until that day comes..will spend every moment I can with you..moments well spent...goodnight/morning all. :P Hope you are all as lucky as I am ;D

I'm sure you can figure out who this is for ;P

ILoveYouBaby!:D

night bloggeh

I am the luckiest man on the planet.. love you baby..:) goodnight all :P

bed time ;D phone callll! Who's lucky? I'm lucky! =P

god I love her x]

loooove

I'm in love :P I love love love love love you too, Naomi . xD

Just so yall know, I am the luckiest man alive :P hands down, no holds barred ;D 

Nuff said :P

SheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautiful

SheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautifulSheIsPerfectSheIsAmazingSheIsWonderfulSheIsBeautiful




SHE IS MINE!!!!

I'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLove

I'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLove
I'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLove
I'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLove
I'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLoveI'mInLove

is it just me or was that a bit..weird..? >_>

Well change of plans lol - I Love You, Naomi.

couldn't find what I wanted so I got you these for now instead =P
But, the meaning is all the same... I love you...and each day my love for you grows and grows... you are incredible...amazing...wonderful...magnificent...  You light up my world..and help me to see the greatness in things that I did not see before... you mean the world to me... who knows...maybe you will become my whole world... but until then...baby...I love you... <3

So..my ..night ended in shit last night...my day turned to shit...and so far tonight is shit...and there is only one person who can make it any better.... fucking clock..tick faster!

nothing like a great night getting fucked up by a psycho bitch...

I know you have seen this..

But I am having a hard time finding something that conveys my feelings the way I want to..but this says it pretty well..

So I went to the doctor today...

Apparently I've been pretty sick over the last month or so..

NoUpdatesForJoo;D

Shit day...but thinking about Naomi is gettin me through...

Weee...passed out again... x.x

Gotta figure out what's making me so tired...always feel drained..but I stay up as long as I can... just for my baby :P she means the world to me and I would go to the ends of the earth if I had to for her. Hope it all works out for her and her family.. she loves her family...and the way she talks about them..they all seem great...definitely better than mine...not quite sure what a loving family is...but it sounds like she has one..I want her to be happy and I know that I can only make her so happy...especially with things like this going on... just hope that it all works out.... I miss her like crazy...and wish I could be there with her..and for her..especially during all that she's going to be dealing with today.. but one day.. I will be. Will do anything to make that happen.. we both feel it deep inside..that this just feels right... I love you, Naomi.

Mad at myself...

I.Fucking.Hate.Passing.Out. -.-

bad night...

just keeps getting worse...counting down the time til Naomi... god let it come fast...=/

:P

I hope you know that I constantly watch the clock all day long counting down the hours and minutes until I get to talk to you again
I hope you know that I will not always be open and sometimes keep things to myself. Especially when things bother me.
I hope you know that I believe that you are smarter than you think you are, and it shows more than you think.
I hope you know that I am a nerd, a geek and a dork.
I hope you know that I love to play games of any kind, sometimes more than going out.
I hope you know that you inspire me to make or try things to show my appreciation and love for you.
I hope you know that I can get overly competitive and a little too aggressive sometimes.
I hope you know that I rarely eat healthy, even though I know I should :P
I hope you know that I will let my ice cream melt a little and stir it up the same way you do.
I hope you know that I am not the neatest person, and make my share of messes..but will clean up after myself.
I hope you know that I think of you a billion times a day, and everything reminds me of you.
I hope you know that I dream of you every night..and wouldn't have it any other way.
I hope you know that every day and  night even while I'm at work and my phone rings or vibrates and I see you on my phone background I can't help but say "God, I love that girl..."
I hope you know that I don't see anyone else, only you. Even when my friends try to get me to look elsewhere.
I hope you know that you mean the world to me.
I hope you know above all else, that I love you with all of my heart, Naomi.

Nuff Said :P

Top one I just made for her :P will add the others later

Baby, I love you more than anything :) Nuff said :P Hope you had a great night... :) Night blog and anyone who per chance may read this for lord knows what reason ::D

 The rest of these are things relating to Naomi :P Don't like it? Tough shit. I'm lucky enough to have her and I love her :P so ;D deal with it.

wee finally able to relax...

Can't wait to talk to her...have missed her all day...she's so amazing...so beautiful...so incredible...so perfect...perfect to me..perfect for me... and most of all...she's mine :) ILoveYouNaomi<3

;D

"I love you with all of my heart. You are the best thing that has happened to me." those words have just made my lifetime.... I love you baby...

goodnight blog :P

Godddddddddddd I love her!!!! I have the greatest girlfriend in the world..  Everything about her..right down to the smallest detail..just so amazing..wonderful..incredible...so beautiful.. perfect...I can't think of enough words to even begin to describe her.. I've missed so much with her..but now I am not going to miss any more...every night with her is just the greatest... always just so happy...she means everything to me...love being referred to as her boyfriend again...:) .oh yea..what was I sposed to be putting here? I forget...cause she's just so damn amazing..:P

hmm...a few things for my baby..:P Drawings were inspired/done for her :P not that good though >.> xD I haven't drawn in ages >.>

Missing her.

Hmm..sounds like she likes to be able to call me her boyfriend again :P looks good seeing it and great hearing it :) So, I have the greatest girlfriend in the world. Sorry ladies but I'm off the market now ;D Miss her like crazy though..she should be getting up for work about now.. she better have a good day :P But if she doesn't well..I'll be here to make it better ;P

Amazing night :)

Things are so much better now... no more holding back.. She makes me happy...and I hope I really do make her happy in return... soo tired atm though too xD but fighting it off as much as I can... Don't ya love her madly...(8) lol that line rings true for me :P night bloggeh ;D

<-- You know I will :P

:P

For you, baby :P Best I can do til I figure out the program more XD

Nightyo bloggyblog. :P OFfttalktothemostamazingwonderbeautifulsexygorgeousincrediblegirlintheworldnowbuhbye

taking a nap before work..horrible night...horrible horrible horrible night...

Mind = Blown

So she told me she loved me..and what did I do? Bombed for a few minutes til I got my shit together enough to say something. xD gawdddd I feel like a dorkass fool. xD but I finally got my shit together ;D made her night great I think...and have made her smile so much from what I can tell...night/day well spent for sure :P weekend is here wooo butttt.... sundays comin soon..worst night of the week x.x buuuut she has an extended weekend so shouldn't be too bad ;P so longs I get lotsss of sleep. to bed I go...to hopefully talk to her... oh, and I is a happy Adam ;D

The right vid :P

well its good to know the wrong video is on my last post, though it's not too bad D: lol idk why but the old one has disappeared off the face of the earth >_> will have to add it later.. :P now to let her know I'm home ;P

>.> <.< *hides* *distant voice* You saw nothing here!

move nightttt kinda :P

don't think I've ever enjoyed watching a movie as I had last night... Naomi made it great.. :P labyrinth ftw ;D hmm... Neverendiny Story 1984 tonight? ;P then what after that...hmm hmm hmm.. :P goddd I miss her xD and my face still kinda hurts from smiling >.> butworthit;D

Home late...shit day..

Car broke down again...screwed me up... shit night..shit day... work was shit....only thing that kept me going was thinking about her...wanting to see her.... she's not here though...might of gone to bed... idk... =/ miss her... but would rather her get some rest and relax if her day was that hectic... would be miserable if it meant her being happy..will wait a little bit..then crash...

:)

Goodnight blog-a-log

HMm.. such an interesting morning... part 2 went well ;P maybe tomorrow...part 3? ;] I love it when she opens up to me :P even if its about things that bother her. I love being able to help her with things too..couldn't believe she wasn't sure ;P but hey, she's got a lot goin on. :P Can't wait to talk to her ;] even if it is just a giggle and squeak :P hmm.. perhaps WE are going to go to bed now? ;P nightyo!

Goosebumps books?!?!

Goosebumps books?!?! Are you serious?!?! I'm in love! I loved goosebumps books when I was younger >.> I believe I may have read all but like..2 xD would buzz through like 4 a day >.> <.< But, back to what I came here for...I FUCKING MISS HER and I feel horrible that I passed out >_< I was so tired, and I fell asleep like 20 times last night.. x.x just didn't get up from the last one fast enough... =/ god I hate the time diffs... a plane ticket would be nice...just gotta save save save >_< so hard t do =/ Need to find another or a better job >_< that's all there is to it. >.> Just noticed I started to rant... so..um...back to the point... SHE IS AMAZING! :P ^_^

Home early...

Now the waiting begins... :P Missing her allll the way.

I ... you too, Naomi :P

;D

OMG OMG OMG

Naomi is just so fucking amazing... and it was on the tip of her tongue I know it...but she needs her space... and I know she's not quite ready... but I'll be waiting with open arms ;P If that's what she wants that is...she deserves the best.. such an incredible amazing and wonderful person... and just so damn BEAUTIFUL!!!! <-- Both inside AND out. Absolutely
GORGEOUS!!!!!! She knows she is...especially to me..

Any time at all..no matter whats going on..is always the best time ever with her... even if it's just dancing in circles ;P always time well spent...and worth the wait of the day...every day.. she has no idea how wonderful she is...and I am to show her...

Goodnight, Bloggityblog xP There will definitely be more later ;]

To work I go..

Missing her all the way... been missing her all day... just can't wait to get home... and see her again... can never get enough of her....can never spend enough time with her... She's just so incredible... wish we were closer... maybe one day..maybe. Til then...working late...getting home early... and spending every moment possible with her... be back soon...I hope..

30 seconds...

and I miss her already....

Goodnight Bloggerino.

.. and I'll be there to catch you

I need out of here...

I need to get far far away....I need a new start...a new life... I can't live like this anymore...I can't handle it...it's killing me....practically making me kill myself...I need to go...I need to run....I need out....but I can't leave ....I promised her I wouldn't...I swore....I told her that I would rather die than leave again...I want to keep that promise...I must...I have to..I need to... I can't do that again....I have to find something...find a way to get to where I want to be... find a way to make these dreams come to fruition...I've got to....I can't break that promise...

Horrible day..

Horrible Horrible Horrible day... and I need a new place to live too x.x

Ohhh yea before I go... Naomi is...

JAW DROPPING! HEART STOPPING! SO DAMN BEAUTIFUL!!!!! Amazing too =P Oh.. and Incredible!

Another great night/morning

and always because of her..everything is always fun with her...hmm.. perhaps she could be the only person in my universe if she wanted to..;P If that's what she was talking about that is. ;o but who knows maybe I'm just a fool xP and she wants to call me apparently....can't wait tbh...always love talking to her... love her voice...and everything about her to be honest...but yeaaa...gotta stop doin that ;o otherwise I might look crazy!But...I am crazy...about her...:P gnight bloggeh ;D

Home at last...and able to see her...missed her..was all I could think about :P

G'night bloggity blog.

Off to bed I go...after a great morning...time well spent with someone so magnificent...so wonderful... so amazing...so...BEAUTIFUL... :P She really has no idea how amazing she is. Smarter than she thinks, more fun than she thinks...far more beautiful than she thinks...hmm..how did I put it earlier..oh yes....Jaw Dropping! Heart Stopping! Exactly what I believe about her. But it's not just the way she looks which my god...just so incredible.. but everything about her...the way she is..her personality..sense of humor... the way she carries herself... how she opens up around me a little more... just so AMAZING!!!! Just wish she'd believe in herself a little more. But maybe one day I can help to change that a little.. but in reality I wouldn't ever change anything about her as she is perfect the way she is. Even back then I loved her for the way she was then, now I still feel for her for who she is. But, never know what time holds for things in the cards. Hmm...rant over? or to be continued later ;P as I'm sure you are bored reading this already ;P goodnight blog..and more importantly.. Goodnight and Sweet Dreams, BEAUTIFUL!

OMG OMG OMG

SO DAMN BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!

What does life have in store...?

I'm going to kill him...

I'm going to kill him...I'm going to kill him...I'm going to kill him...I'm going to kill him...I'm going to kill him...I'm going to kill him...I'm going to kill him...I'm going to fucking kill him...

Hope everything is okay...Hope everything is okay...Hope everything is okay...Hope everything is okay...Hope everything is okay...I miss her...I miss her...I miss her...I miss her...I miss her...Can't wait to see her again...Can't wait to see her again...Can't wait to see her again...Can't wait to see her again...Can't wait to see her again...

Waiting...

Hoping it all went right...hoping they are all ok... missing her... wishing I could be there for her..

Hoping...Praying...Wishing...

Anything and Everything that I can that everything goes perfectly... that all will be well... I care about her so much...and I know how much her family means to her...so I want everything to go right...and well.. so that she will be happy.. and be able to relax... and on top of all that I miss her so much....

I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her.

gahh so tired..

But I at least got to see her for a little bit...she has no idea how much even a few minutes with her is enough to just brighten my day...Going to miss her...will be waiting for her to come back.. :P Hope I can catch her before she goes..andshejustpoofedonmerawr;[

Home Early again..

and now the waiting begins again... IFMHLC!

Still waiting waiting waiting...

and even more waiting waiting waiting..and then work..and then maybe smore waiting... >.> but always worth the wait... :P

only another 13 hours or so til I will have the chance to see her again... too long...but always worth the wait..

She's leaving early...

*hidesthis*

Hate it when she goes...but there is always tomorrow...love picking on her :P but it's all in good fun and makes her laugh..I think...I hope... I try not to really be mean... fun to tease though! Wish I could just go with her...would never leave...unless she wanted me to..She always apologizes for things too...but she never needs to...could never be mad at her... never really known anyone like her..
She is understandably afraid of a repeat of history...as it has before already...but I'd never let it happen again... never... would die before it would...
New donut... hips still look fine I'm sure ;P Bootylicious<3 ;D
That foot better get taken care of...or I will just have to come do it myself ;P
Even just an hour...even a few minutes with her is enough to make my day...even if she leaves early...or I do... always look forward to more.. makes me miss the way things were...but also shows that..even though time has gone on..things have changed...and it could be better than it was before...but I am not going to force anything...so many things wanting to just come out with her... but gotta keep it in....For now...

Still waiting...waiting...waiting....waiting.... :(

Home from work early

Just waiting for her to come around :P Miss her like crazy...

To work I go..can't wait to come home and see her...

long day..long night..

4 hours of sleep..so tired... gonna finish up what I gotta do then it's off to bed I go til I go to work.. miss her so much... wish I had gotten that other job....would help.... Can't wait to bug the princess;P

If she only knew how much I miss her...

Or how amazing her voice is to me... or how much she means to me.... or how incredible she is...or how beautiful she is.... or how she makes me smile... or how she makes me happy... or how she makes my day...every day... or how she always gives me something to look forward to... or how she makes me feel like myself again... or how much brighter things are when she's around.... or how much I....

Don't know what it is she's afraid of...but I know I'd be right here to fight through it with her.. would do anything for her.. Only want something if she does too..and she's ready for it.. no doubts..Giving her all the time she needs...she's worth the wait... just want her to be happy no matter what..she deserves it.

Ain't no Sunshine when she's gone...

Only Darkness Every Day...

Contemplating the ways..

Goodnight all ;P even tho its..10:30 am >.> well its PM TO ME! >:l  Picture says it all :P Garrrrr ;] Ain't no one so miraculous on this planet... and no one near as beautiful in every way in my eyes.. She even agreed that we are good for each other :P Understatement I say ;D Goodnight and sweet dreams to all!

Gotta love my job..

Trucks were almost two hours late this morning..late start...still finished pretty early compared to everyone else. Now, to wait on the one from my dreams to notice me ;D

Can't Sleep....Have yet to sleep...

But that hasn't kept me from thinking about her...Miss her..can't wait to see her... keepin' me goin'...Definitely no feelings here, right? :P

Blown away...

Hmm...ever just sit back and think.. "I love that girl..." ? No?... well I have...

Goodnight Bloggity Blog

Bonne Nuit, Ma Belle. Faites De Beaux Reves. Goodnight Beautiful. Sweet Dreams. Just want to dream of you as well ;P Until Tomorrow...<3 ;P

Now the waiting begins...

Watching the minutes tick by...wondering when I will get to see her..:P

Another night, Another dream...

trying to take a nap before work so I can stay awake longer.. every time I close my eyes, all I can see is her...and I ain't complainin.. :)

Afternoon, Bloggy.

Of all the things I could talk about, all I can think about is her. :P

Just wish I could do more...

Hate that helpless feeling...when you know that there isn't much of anything that you can do to make her feel better...to be there for her.. and to help her...goodnight blog...gonna try and get some sleep....If she only realized what she has always meant to me..

Rahr!

Still can't find any good pics to go with it :( none appropriate anyways.... Goodnight and sweet dreams beautiful ;] Will see you tomorrow... (I CAN'T WAIT!) :P

Shit day, Shit night...

Hoping it gets better....but with her..it always gets better...always...

Miss me yet? ;D

Yes? No? Maybe so? Well, I miss you :P spending my time watchin the clock til I get to see you again. Would be nice if it were sooner than later. But, good things come to those who wait, and I can think of nothing better than you ;P <3

You make anything and everything fun<3

You know it's true.

Baby, You're Beautiful

Things are gonna change :P

So she says she's having a shit day...it is now my personal goal to fix that :P She knows who she is ;D and she's the only one reading this I think >.> God why do I feel weird all the sudden D: >.> Stop laughing it's not funny ;[ so quiet when she's not around...it's like the world stops and it's only me when she's gone...